Eva is back from Japan. And I am really sad now, because i can't adapt to my usual life. Without such precious friends..... I can barely concentrate... I have this strange creature inside me now, I dont; even know who he is....
He is breaking my heart everything i think of all my friends, but I will survive... because the memories shall keep me strong. Would I be able to Nya anyone anymore? Would I be able to bury into Jess' arms all day, Nyaing her and feeling so secure in her arms? When would i ever give a squeaky "Eva-chan" to my Eva duo again? For I have never found a friend so similar to me even to share the same name, room and group, now then, dear clouds, I believe in destiny. Oh God.... I can;t stop thinking of three MOST special friends i had made through the trip. Eddie, Robin and Siyun, reminds me of home. Since Singapore had been my hometown and I wanted to go there again, I have never felt such close connection to anyone in just 22 days! Yeah, after meeting those Singaporeans, I declare that i would continue to spend my life in Singapore... since Eddie and Robin are just so gentlemen-like... I am sure loads of girls in the scholarship wants a Singaporean now! haha! Well.... precious moments have to end so fast.... it is just a heart that has to break... Will this group of friends be a circle.. so it can have no end? I hope so much that noone shall pull away from the circle..... I love everyone of you... and hope tht we will stay this way forever... I met so many characters, and love them all, especially those who share the same chessy talents of sweet talking like i do, ne? Meet amazing people.... like a schoalr who is sooo great with his photography skills... I want him to be my photographer on my graduation day! haha! Antony! You totally rock! I have soo many things to write.. so many things to say about Japan..... but then... i can;t put into words anymore. My soul seems so weak..... ato de... | 
